Welcome everyone - again - thank you for joining us today, visitors and close sangha friends alike. We share a sacred gathering today.
We have not met for two weeks. We want to acknowledge the generous Dana of members. This is what sustains our temple - The Ta ylor St Doors have been Reborn, a fantastic new Website was launched this week, and various painting projects are happening. Most of all your gifts of time and money sustain this place as a refuge. And they sustain the teachers here - Rev. Shelley and myself as religious seekers on the path. We happily provide spiritual counseling and a listening ear both here and at the hospitals in town. We are regularly called upon to visit patients and homebound Buddhists and share the Dharma with them. Your gifts make this possible. My visits this week to the VA and St. Mary’s we directly possible because of your donations. Thank you. We are always happy to gather together and offer a refuge for those who suffer the loss of dear ones. In most years we talk about the traditional Buddhist holiday of Obon at this service - remembering ancestors and welcoming them back for a joyful visit. But more pressing events have forced their way into our consciousness and we will address them today. 1 For that reason, today’s service will be in the form of a traditional memorial service - for our friends and coworkers and relatives lost in Vegas just two weeks ago. And for those trapped in the fires in California. And those who continue to be lost in Puerto Rico without water and medicine. We began by welcoming the Buddhas and Bodhisattva to this hall with the Zensho Kada. We will now chant together the Shoshinge. Service book. Instead of offering incense we will offer candles. Honoring our dear ones who have passed-on and those lost in these last two weeks of tragedy. The candles light their way onward to the next birth. Please take care with the candles and don’t reach over. We fill the basins from the back forward. Helpers are there to assist you. Dharma Messsage In response to the horrific events of the past weeks, we offer the comfort of the Buddha - Three simple thoughts are the wisdom of the Buddha. They can transform our suffering and spread compassion among people reeling in shock. We offer these three thoughts or chants or mantras, because everyone can take them to take to heart. They are pleasant and very easy. They are very effective. Every time we pronounce a mantra, we can transform the situation right away; we don’t have to wait. These are effective because of our mindfulness, our concentration. We bring our hearts full attention to those dear ones lost or those who continue to suffer - we say... “Dear One, I am here for you.” “Dear one, I feel you here, and I am very happy.” “Dear one, I know you suffer, that’s why I am here for you.” These are key aspects of the Nembutsu - Namu Amida Butsu. We both give and receive in sharing these statement. The Nembutsu is both us reaching out and Amida Buddha coming to us with deep wisdom and compassion: in presense, in joy, and in compassion. Comforting people near to death is important. It may be our own death or the death of others. When it is close we suffer from fear and aversion. Often when I visit people in Hospital it requires great concentration. To really be there I take a minute to gather in that moment - I will say this to myself... “Breathing in, I am calm, breathing out, I smile. Breathing in, I am really here, breathing out, I ’m really here.” Do that a few times, and suddenly you are really there. It’s a good feeling. Not stuck with problems, not stuck on projects, not caught by the future, or the past. The first thought I will sahre is - “Dear One, I am here for you.” - pls say it with me We practice the mantra, “Dear one, I am here for you” out of compassion. The compassionate heart offers the best we have. And the best that we can offer is our true presence. Your true presence is very important. We can be present for these dear people. We remember them and we honor them with our presence now. A thought about presence. When I was a boy, there was a time I was not very happy. Not because I didn’t have many things to play with, but because my dad was not with me - he was always at work. He didn’t spend much time at home. He worked very late every night and left early in the morning before I woke up - sometimes weekends too. What I needed most was the presence of my Dad. I had a Dad, but it didn’t seem like it to the younger me, because he was so very busy. Then had I an inspired idea, I asked - really begged - my Dad if we could build a go-cart together. His work was in an RND shop, so all the tools and materials to build a little car were right there. What I really wanted was to spend a whole month with my dad. He agreed and we worked together every night from about 7pm to 1am on the Tiger it was called. The presence of people we love is so very important. “Dear one, I am really here for you.” Was the great gift my dad gave me that summer. It is the greatest gift we give to others. So we say this in honor of those lost. And for all of us reeling in confusion from the unfolding tragedy. “Dear one, I am really here for you.” The second thought we share today is, “Dear one, I feel you here, and I am very happy.” Followed with a bow. - say that with me - and bow. This is also a very easy to practice. Because to love means to acknowledge the presence of the people you love. To acknowledge that they are here, you have to take the time. When they are alive we take the time to be with them. When they have passed on, we take the timie to recognize they are still with us in new ways as much as ever before. If you are too busy, it's not good. Again it is important to be very very present. Take a minute to gather in the moment - “Breathing in, I am calm, breathing out, I smile. Breathing in, I am really here, breathing out, I’m really here.” The great compassion of the Bodhisattva Kannon is founded in presence. With a thousand ears and a thousand eyes, Kannon recognizes that you are there, and hears your cries. We are embraced by his attention. We can embrace the lost ones with our compassionate energy. Think of them, smile and you say, “Dear one, I know you are here and I am very happy.” That is to recognize their presence in the universe with love. To say that you are very happy they are here, available to us at any time.It recognizes the truth of their presence, and down plays the importance of the dramatic change we call death. Fundimentally there is no death. That is the view of the Buddhas. This practice brings joy right away. That is the Dharma of the Buddha - effective right away. If you are shy, you have to actively learn to say this in comfort - with eye contact is best. “Dear one, I know you are there, and I am very happy.” When you are sure you can do it, open a door and go to someone and practice. This is like the Metta practice, we start with someone very close and then become able to have this kind of compassion of everyone we meet. In the times of difficulty when the cell phone alerts are taking us away for living life - do this compassionate practice. It fits with everything in our life. Try it with the dawn, or the sunset, or that vibrant liquid amber tree in your backyard. After the tragic events of that Sunday in Vegas, I looked up at the still full-ish moon with the nembutsu in my heart - breathed in and out, and I said this mantra to the full moon: “Full moon, beautiful full moon, I know you are there, and I am very happy.” And I was really happy at that moment. I was a freed person - I was not assailed by the fear or the horror. And because I was free, I was myself. I had the time and a brief opportunity to touch the wonders of life around me, and that is why I could touch the full moon. This afternoon you can practice this mantra with somebody, or just practice the mantra with a tree or a butterfly, because they are all wonderful. Happiness is possible with the nembutsu, because this mindfulness helps us to realize what is here is so precious. If you still have a mother, you should be happy. If we still have your father, be happy. If we can still feel the sun’s warmth on your skin, be happy. There are many things that can make us happy now. And that is the practice of mindfulness of the Wisdom and Compassion of the Universe - The Big Picture View - as George says - the practice of bringing to mind the Buddha in all things. This is the Nembutsu. We say this mantra to all who have been lost - say that with me- “Dear one, I feel you here, and I am very happy.” - bow. The third mantra is simple. Practice it when you see another suffering. Someone crying, or they look very unhappy. In compassion you notice something is wrong for that person and yearn to act. When we are truly present for another we notice very quickly if they suffer. We take a moment to gather our presence - “Breathing in, I am calm, breathing out, I smile. Breathing in, I am really here, breathing out, I’m really here.” In the moment feel deep compassion. You go to the one who is suffering and say - “Dear one, I know you suffer, that’s why I am here for you.” When we suffer, we need our dear ones be aware of our suffering - that’s very human, It’s very natural. If they ignore our suffering, we suffer more. And it is a real relief if they know. We bring to consciousness those lost and offering our true presence, say this third mantra, - say that with me- “Dear one, I know you suffer, that is why I am here for you.” Before you can do anything to help, they suffer less - already. They know that you are aware of their suffering. The effect of this practice is instantaneous - quicker than making a cup of cocoa - very fast. The more you are connected, the more aware you are, the greater the effect on the experience of life. When I’m on a hospital visit, I practice breathing and centering, take the hand and say, “Dear one, I know you suffer and I’m here for you, really, I’m here for you.” This a great relief, and you can visibly see relaxation and comfort wash over them. So we say to each other, and to those lost, “Dear one, I know you suffer, that is why I am here for you.” ThesethreemantracomefromasutracalledtheA nathapindikovadaSutra. Spoken by Ven. Shariputra, the Buddha's greatest students to great humanitarianAnathapindikawhendeathwasclose.TheBuddhaistheone who has the capacity of being there, of being mindful, of being understanding, of bringing love and acceptance, of being joyful in the presence of suffering. We need the Buddha now - these horrific weeks are so trying. Please seek out the dear ones in your life, take their hand, and say these words... “Dear One, I am here for you.” “Dear one, I know you are here, and I am very happy.” “Dear one, I know you suffer, that is why I am here - for you.” We touch the qualities of the Buddha by recalling - remembering the Buddha - The Nembutsu. We say the many names of the Buddha to touch those qualities -thejoyandthepeaceoftheBuddha.Wehaveallsufferedthisloss.A ndwe all heal it. In parting, let's share the great wish of the Buddha for all beings - let's say it out loud - May you be happy; May you be free from harm: May you receive boundless compassion; And may peace and harmony fill your heart - Namu Amida Butsu Namu Amida Butsu Namu Amida Butsu - The reading today is "On WHITE ASHES" from Rennyo shonin When I deeply contemplate the transient nature of human life, I realize that - from beginning to end - life is impermanent like an illusion. We have not yet heard of anyone who lived even two hundred years. How fleeting is a lifetime! Who in this world today can maintain a human form for even a hundred years? There is no knowing whether I will die first or others, whether death will occur today or tomorrow. We depart one after another, more quickly than the dewdrops on the roots or the tips of the blades of grass. So it is said. Hence, we may have radiant faces in the morning, but by evening we may turn into white ashes. Once the winds of impermanence have blown, our eyes are instantly closed and our breath stops forever. Then, our radiant face changes its color, and the attractive countenance of peach and plum blossom is lost. Family and relatives will gather and grieve, but all to no avail. Since there is nothing else that can be done, they carry the deceased out to the fields, and then what is left after the body has been cremated and has turned into the midnight smoke is j ust white ashes. [slowly] Words fail to describe the sadness of it all. Thus the ephemeral nature of human existence is that death comes to young and old alike without discrimination. So we should all quickly take to heart the matter of the greatest importance of the spiritual life, entrust ourselves deeply to Amida Buddha, and recite the Nembutsu. Humbly and respectfully, Rennyo Shonin in the year 1466
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Welcome everyone - again - thank you for joining us today. We are always happy to gather together and offer a refuge to all who need it. Regular life can be difficult and demanding. This is a place to let that go. Take an easeful breath and calmly apply the teachings to your life. We have not met for two weeks. We said b on voyage to Tomo-sensei on Friday - He had been living at your temple for 5 weeks! I think he will report to Tokyo that we are heartily pursuing the Dharma a nd that we have excessively large dessert portions. Thanks to all the members who participated and included him in activities during his stay. He gave the Bukko flower arrangement on the upper altar as a goodbye gift to all of the sangha. Today we will talk about this bracelet. Many of you have them. I f you do please raise your hand...yes. There is a smaller version on at the incense altar. Normally there are 108 beads on the Nenju. They represent the 108 impediments to enlightenment - Things that hold us back in life. They hold us back in our understanding of the Dharma - Truths the Buddha taught. At newcomers circle after the service people often ask why the bracelet has 108 beads? Where does the number come from? Six senses are recognized in Buddhism: sight, sound, smell, taste, touch, and [what's number six?] mind - or consciousness. Now, each of these six senses is associated with pleasant, unpleasant, or neutral feelings, making a total of 18 feelings. For each of the pleasant, unpleasant and neutral feelings has two classifications: those feelings that are attractive or aversive. When we multiply the 18 different kinds of feelings with the two classifications, we arrive at the figure 36. These 36 are the basic passions of sentient beings. They are manifested - past, present, and future. Thirty six multiplied by past, present, and future will give us the total of 108 impediments we experience. Sometimes it seems like 1,008 - other times we are doing pretty well. It's quite a list...lets look at them. abuse gambling negativity aggression gluttony obsession agressive greed obstinacy ambition grudge oppression anger hard-heartedness ostentatiousness arrogance hatred pessimism baseness haughtiness prejudice blasphemy high-handedness presumption calculation hostility pretence callousness humiliation pride capriciousness hunger for power prodigality conceit hurt quarrelsomeness contempt hypocrisy rage craving ignorance recklessness cruelty imperiousness ridicule cursing imposture sadism debasement impudence sarcasm deceit inattentiveness seducement deception indifference self-denial delusion ingratitude self-hatred derision insatiability sensual luxury desire for fame insidiousness shamelessness discord intolerance skeptical doubt disrespect intransigence stinginess dissatisfaction irresponsibility stubbornness distortion jealousy talking too much dogmatism know-it-all temper dominance lack of comprehension torment effrontery laziness tyranny egoism lechery unkindness envy lust unruliness excessiveness lying unyielding faithlessness malignancy vanity falseness manipulation vindictiveness faultfinding masochism violence furtiveness mercilessness wrath As I read them, I find some that ring true and some that I seldom experience - but none that I have never experienced in body speech or mind. I had to look four of them up. That is just what human life is like. We are held back from understanding what the Buddha taught by our habits of mind, our heavy burden of karma these states of mind sow. These are the mental states the Sakayamuni Buddha overcame in his enlightenment 2500 years ago. Under the Bodhi he was no longer troubled any of these states. Or sometimes we say - “He conquered Mara the undoer”. Mara the un-doer can be seen as the author of these impediments. He is a conceptual device that serves to group the difficult aspect we experience. We don't really see these impediments as imposed from the outside. Mara lives in every sentient being - I can see I’ll need to explain a bit about Mara. Understand the Buddha’s teachings are intended to help us all with Mara, as manifest in these impediments. Mara is a figure often referred to in Buddhist writings in gattas from monks and nuns of Buddha’s time. In stories of the Buddha's enlightenment, Mara’s forces attacked the bodhisattva Siddhartha as he sat under the Bodhi tree, on that last night. In the sutras there are many versions of that moment... here is an abbreviated version from the Mara Upasata Sutra... As Siddhartha sat under the Bodhi Tree, Mara realized that something wondrous was about to happen. And he set out to stop the Buddha's Enlightenment. But Siddhartha's meditative calm proved so powerful that when Mara's deadly forces hurled spears and arrows at him they were transformed into flowers of offering that showered gently down. Siddhartha was equally unmoved when Mara sent his beautiful daughters - Tanha (Craving), Arati (Boredom), and Raga (Passion)- in an attempt to seduce the bodhisattva by dancing before him. In a final attempt to unseat Siddhartha, Mara insisted that he, not Siddhartha, had a right to the throne of enlightenment by virtue of his previous meritorious deeds. Mara's hordes thundered forth their support. In response, the solitary bodhisattva reached down and touched the Earth, calling upon the earth to bear witness to his countless past deeds of merit. In acknowledgement the earth gave a great shudder, at which Mara's fearsome elephant bowed down before the Buddha in submission, and Mara with his armies fled in terror. At that moment hosts of devas arrived to proclaim Siddhartha's great victory and to witness his Enlightenment. In the first watch - The Buddha didn’t k ill the demons - he transformed their arrows into flowers. In the second watch, he didn’t e liminate the sensual daughters of Mara, he tolerated and was unmoved by them. When Mara got clever and calculating, Buddha simply touched the earth. He was well grounded in his view. No fighting or arguing.A quiet calm centered response. It was a victory in that Mara bowed down, seeing he could not break Buddha’s integrity. His wholeness was complete. Buddha had no impediments for mara to pry him apart. These impediments always have overarching elements of ego and arrogance. The Buddha recognises the spiritual potential within all of us. The teachings don’t rid the student of his demons, but allows us to live with them! This is our Shin method of dealing with Mara. Mara impedes us from becoming enlightened and actively traps us in this world of constant suffering - samsara. In the shoshinge we chanted, the negative elements are referred to as b onno or faults rooted in the “I-Me-Me-My” self. They are b lind passions. Passions that make us blind - obscure the true nature of everything and trap us in suffering. The goal of Buddhism is to become free of these demons so that we can be joyfully awake, spiritually free, and really able to work toward r elieving the suffering all beings. All Buddhism does this in different ways. 84,000 paths. The genius of our founder Shinran Shonin, is he showed a way to l ive with our demons by awakening to a deeper understanding of the world around us. We all have faults and limitations - ok. Realizing this imperfection of self, we begin to appreciate the love and concern of Amida Buddha. We can objectively see wisdom and compassion around us even though we are struggling. In s pite of and really because of those limitations the Wisdom and Compassion of the Universe is here for us. The Buddha is a refuge for the small self. By relying on the vow of Amida Buddha - promising to free us from this world of constant suffering - we are rescued from the grinding mess of samsara. The clouds that obscure our view can clear. Amida is the Buddha of Infinite Life and Infinite Light. Among all Buddhas, he is the only one who promised that he will l ead to Buddhahood all beings no matter their spiritual capacities, especially those whose karma is so heavy that they probably deserve to be born in hell. All that beings need to do is to entrust themselves in Amida, say his Name in deep trust, and aspire for birth in his “Buddha Field” - What we come to call the Western Pure Land... When I attain Buddhahood, sentient beings in the lands of the ten quarters who sincerely and joyfully entrust themselves to me, desire to be born in my land, and call my Name, even ten times, will be born there. We are saved from the grinding mess by looking deep within our limited self and rediscovering and accepting the “real people” that we actually are; W e are ok just as we are. We may be drowning in a deep ocean of suffering - ok. We may be tortured by our own greed, anger, and stupidity - ok. Shinjin or true entrusting, is the key to our freedom from l ifetimes of suffering. Entrusting in the vows of the Buddha and calling the name of the Buddha, Namu Amida Butsu relieves our burden. We may try very hard to “ get rid of” all those impediments read out. No matter how earnest and sincere we are, it may be impossible to be free from our demons. Ultimately, that is what Shinran found when he studied the Dharma for 20 years on Mt. Hiei. Amida Buddha offers a different way out - not by striving, but by accepting. Amida Buddha accepts me just as I am, and that transforms my experience of life from a world of demons to a world of joys in the present moment. We can take a specific impediment and see it in our life. When we do that and really accept it as part of us. Its power diminishes. If we h ate that thing about us, or fight to make it go away, we actually empower the impediment - we send energy to Mara. If we accept and acknowledge that limitation in our nature, then its power diminishes. Not until it is gone, but until it is no longer holding us back. We can rely on the compassionate ocean of Amida Buddha to absorb or buffer what is too much for us to bear alone. When we decrease this artificial tension inside us the impediments diminish. Not with the old goal of eradicating them, but to just let them be. We see them with clarity and the demon quality is lost. While we usually hide our faults and limitations, the founder, Shinran shonin, was very upfront with his acceptance of his own faults. Many times Shinran writes of his inner experience. He writes about his own blind passion as a plague of snakes and scorpions in his own mind. He wrote: “My mind is full of snakes and scorpions, And since even the good I try to do Is tainted with the poison (of my self-centered effort), It must be called the practice of an idiot.” The difficult thoughts - images - memories we carry are really like poisonous snakes and scorpions - Mara’s minions. We can be ok just as we are when we see that the wonderful teacher Shinran lived with these same snakes and scorpions his whole life. He clearly taught they are not removed in this life, in Shinjin we accept these Bonno in ourselves and others. We don’t have any expectation that our snakes and scorpions won’t be part of our karmic baggage for the remainder of this last life as a non-Buddha. Shinran teaches us this by the example of his life. He never claims perfection. He actually accepts himself as limited. This is Amida Buddha accepting us, holding us, just as we are, never to be let go. What I am truly grateful for - really beyond words - is that one gift of the Buddha - the incomparably priceless opportunity to listen deeply to Shinran’s plain teaching: to hear, and to understand, and to accept the gifts of Amida Buddha - the assured and easy path to the end of suffering - at long last. Grateful for this, I say the nembutsu. It is just the most visible part of a grateful life. Deep down, our practice is to respond with gratitude in all areas of our lives. Every day brings innumerable gifts -- life, love, nourishment, shelter, challenges, friendship, and more. These beautiful gifts are lost when our view is clouded by the impediments. But by accepting Mara we deflate him. By recognizing our limitations we diminish them. On the basic level, just try to remember the presence of this acceptance in our lives, say the nembutsu, and do our best to, Give back, Be patient, Be helpful, and Be caring. To quote a poem by the Myokonin Saiichi - The sea is just full of water; there is the seabed that sustains it. Saiich is just full of evil karma; there is Amida that sustains it. How happy I am! We triumph over Mara everyday in small ways and that is thanks to Amida Buddha. We can handle our many difficulties with humble gratitude for the infinite life that sustains us. The great wish of Amida Buddha for all beings - let's share it out loud - May you be happy; May you be free from harm: May you receive boundless compassion; And may peace and harmony fill your heart - Namu Amida Butsu Namu Amida Butsu Namu Amida Butsu - READING: Mara Comes for Tea - Retold from Thich Nhat Hanh's Heart of Understanding One day the Buddha was sitting in meditation in his cave on Vulture Peak while his trusted disciple, Ananda, was outside collecting food for their next meal. Ananda looked up from his chores when he saw, coming toward the cave, the Buddha's nemesis, Mara. Mara was a demon king who tried to prevent the Buddha from reaching enlightenment under the Bodhi tree many years earlier. Since then, he had continued to be a perpetual thorn in the Buddha's side, so to speak, cultivating greed, desire and hatred in men. Ananda knew this and was immediately enraged by his appearance at the Buddha's cave. Ananda approached Mara: "Get out of here! The Buddha does not wish to have his cave invaded by demons!" Mara replied: "Go and ask him for yourself. I simply wish to speak with your master." Reluctantly and nervously Ananda did as the demon king asked and entered the Buddha's cave. "World Honored One, the demon king, Mara approaches your cave and seeks an audience with you. I have already told him to leave but he insisted I ask you myself." The Buddha's eyes opened from his meditation and he smiled, widely. "Mara is here!? Really? It has been so long since we have spoken. Yes, yes, ready some tea and invite him in and we'll talk." Dumbfounded, Ananda did as the Buddha asked, putting a pot on the fire to boil and then going outside to tell Mara that he was welcome in the Buddha's cave. "As I knew I would be, little Ananda," said the demon king arrogantly, brushing past the Buddha's humble disciple. When Mara entered the cave the Buddha sprang to his feet, nearly leaping into the air with excitement. "Mara, my good friend, it has been so long since we have seen each other. Please sit, have some tea and tell me why you have come to visit." Ananda was very nervous now and listened to the conversation between his master and the demon. Mara sipped his tea slowly and then spoke. "Buddha, things are not going well. I wish to be something else. Something other than a Mara." "But, Mara, you are so good at being Mara. Remember when you sent images of sense pleasures and warnings of how difficult it would be for me to fully reach enlightenment when I sat beneath the bodhi tree? That was a fantastic job of being Mara. I really had to struggle to get where I am now. I truly owe you a debt of gratitude." Now Ananda was getting very fearful. He did not like the idea of Buddha having a debt of gratitude to Mara. This was very upsetting but he listened further. "Well, I suppose you are right," said Mara, "but being Mara I always have to be sneaking around in the shadows, talking in riddles and half-truths. It is such hard work always trying to think of the clever things to say and do. I just...I think. it would be easier to be something else. And the worst part: my disciples have heard about your the Dharma and are talking about non-duality, justice, non-violence, and peace...it is so frustrating being Mara. I think it would be much better if you took my disciples. Maybe we could switch for a while? You could be Mara and I could try being Buddha?" At this request Ananda's heart really began to pound. He knew that his master had just said he owed Mara a debt and he also knew how profound his master's compassion truly was. He had seen him give to others when he had almost nothing. He was terrified that he would now become the disciple of Mara and the Buddha would become a demon king. No worse thought was imaginable. The Buddha thought. He sipped his tea. And then he spoke: "Mara, do you think it is just frustrating being Mara? Being the Buddha is equally...no, doubly frustrating, I guarantee. You think you have trouble with your disciples? Mine put words in my mouth and write them into sutras that I have never said. I teach them about non-attachment to material things and what do they do? They build stupas and erect shrines in my name! They even build enormous statues of me out of gold just to pray to even though I have told them time and time again that I am not a god. And they sell trinkets in temples. It is an absolute pain. But I do not give up being Buddha because that is what I am." Mara sighed and vanished into the shadows. Ananda felt slightly relieved but continued to worry that one day Mara would get what he ultimately wanted. |